i ruined my goal...

so i told myself i would not buy any beauty product includes hair, makeup or nail products for the whole month of November. but i couldn't resist the temptation and ended up buying an eyeshadow. also, the new Mac Holiday is out and i want to go and get it. but i'll wait till the end of the month because that's when we'll go shopping. red is my color for this christmas because i bought this cute dress w/coat that's red & black and i figured we'll match colors. red is a color of christmas right? anyways, this christmas, i really want an APPLE IPHONE. i don't know if i want a white or black one? still thinking about it. there's so much things that i would love to have, but i really want to get the things that i've been longing for so long and that is a better car. im thankful i do have a car, but i want to be able to pay for something i really wanted. another thing i must get before my birthday next year is to move into a HOUSE. i can't wait to move out of this apartment. we need more space and i want to feel like a second home rather than a place to live. vegas is ok. its just not the same without my family like my parents, bros, cousins, aunts, uncles and all the kids. i have a big family back on maui and we just have fun together. anyways its already 135 i should be sleeping. no water at 9 am who knows when it'll be back up.