just one of those days!

my bday is in 3 days. omg, i will be 27 years old. i am getting old, but i still look young. anyways, how is my life going this week? im work 6 days straight and im ok with that because i need the hours. i just wished that i work a full shift at the spa but its not going to happen. so for 1.5 hours im eating my lunch and going shopping. i wish that i didn't do that, but i am tempted. well i haven't drank coffee or eat any burgers since feb.25. i gave it up for lent and im doing great. i do get tempted because i need the caffeine in the morning while i work. especially on fridays because i wake up by 630. anyways, today i served 5 guests and i actually had to unclog a toilet. she just clogged it with tissue from blowing her nose. thank god. also we got paid and i got more than i expected. when i got home, i had to pay bills. i can't believe how i am just living off pay to pay. i just take home like 1600-1800 a month which is not enough. one thing i am looking forward to is moving into our new place. we get the keys on my bday. im also getting a tattoo to cover up my scars from my pregnancy. im going to be stressed out for the whole month of april because of the move, working 6 days plus i have to get a consolidation loan. my cc payments are ridiculous. i can't believe im all maxed out plus on my 3 cc. i need to find a way to pay it off. im still late on my carmax for 2 months. thank god my mom is lending me money. its almost 1230. im going to sleep after chelsea lately so i can wake up and eat breakfast/lunch. so next week ill be working night shift which means i will be getting less hours but i need to so i can have daylight to move our stuffs.

7 Things about ME

7 THINGS THAT I LOVE
1. I love chocolate chip cookies! My favorites are Milano, Chips Ahoy and of course Mrs. Fields.
2. I love to drink than eat. I am addicted to soda, coffee and green tea.
3. I love to design. I have to admit, I am really good at graphic designing. I can turn a white plain canvas into a creative art just by having a vision and inspiration. I plan to be a fashion designer in the future. I also love to interior design.
4. I love my Iphone and Blackberry. I just got my iphone and i just can't see myself without it. I like my blackberry too but it does not beat the Iphone. I just love the overall capabilities and design of the Apple Iphone.
5. I love beauty products especially Makeup. I definitely spend way too much money on it and I like that I can mix it up with colors and create something beautiful.
6. I love shopping. especially online because there are so many things to choose from that may not be in the store.
7. I love to blog. Its my way of expressing my feelings to someone without having to tell them. I love that I can refer back to what I did or felt that day which makes me realize things that I can do to better myself.

7 HONEST THINGS ABOUT ME
1. People think I look way younger than my age and it's true but I feel insulted if they say I still look like in my teens. I know I am petite and slim but at least say that I'm in my 20's.
2. I would rather be married when I am 30 years of age.
3. I invested my money in things that I thought I wanted to pursue but I regret it.
4. Some people think I am such a shy and quiet girl but I really am not, I am a different person when I am around people I feel so much comfortable with.
5. I love to party. I love getting dolled up and having a good time with friends and family. Just hanging out, talking about life and the good ol' days and laughing and enjoying life with people who makes you happy.
6. I stay up late on my laptop even if I have to work early in the morning. It's just "me time" because my daughter and hubby is sleeping.
7. I love my family alot. Family is a very important value in life and they are the ones who'll always be there no matter what. Blood is always thicker than water.

Thats all for now. Time for bed.

i just want to move out of this apt!!!!!!!

well today is my only dayoff, so we went out to the outlet center and since im broke i can't buy anything. jan just bought angel new nike shoes and nike slippers. i may just go back there when i do have money. i just have enough money for gas and angel's milk until friday. im so glad that mirage called me back to work again because i need the hours since now i'll be working 20 hours a week at the spa. im so exhausted working 6 days but i feel like i need find another part time or maybe a full time. if anything, im just going to work at the spa the less days because if i find something that pays more why should i work more at the spa. i like working at the spa but sometimes the time drags and i really don't like to see or talk to that damn biatch. oh well, we had our team meeting on saturday and there's definitely changes. you know what, like our lead says, just do your job and keep busy. alot of things were mentioned about the laundry area. which i rarely work at. anyways, i hope that i can get another job. just to keep my life busy, pay off bills, and buy things for me and angel. so today i did some light packing of our stuffs by putting things in plastic bags so when its time to move, it'll be easier. anyways, its 10 pm. angel is finally sleeping. she fell off the couch and hit a part of her head on the side and im not sure if her arm got hurt too. it was because she was standing on the edge and i didn't catch her on time. i just hope her arm is fine. anyways, im so exhausted and i will be for awhile because we're moving out next week, plus we have to clean this place up. anyways, that's all for now.

im exhausted.

so im working 6 days a week again and im happy about that because i need the hours but at the same time im so tired. i just want at least 1 day of the week for jan to completely take care of angel, but that never will happen. i dont have as much energy anymore because i cut out coffee for lent and i keep forgetting to take my vitamins. my only caffeine fix is soda and cookies. i have to wake up in 6 1/2 hours so i should be sleeping now. im making my breakfast spam musubi so i do not have to take a lunch break. i guess im going shopping for my uniform colors because having one pants is not good. but i can't go shopping until next week because ive been spending money on unnecassary stuffs like makeup. 11 days from now it'll be my bday and also getting the keys to our new place.

2 more weeks till we get the keys to our new place

on my birthday which is 2 weeks from now, we are moving into our new place. a bigger place. i wish i could say our own house but just a temporary townhouse for a year. anyways, im so happy we are finally moving out of here and especially moving into a bigger place. a place we can go home to and have more space. although i still have to park my car outside. so im hoping when we move out into a new house, id like a 3 car garage with at least 4 br. i want a room for my office. mainly this year im going to focus on making more income so we can get a house. i just want the kitchen to look like a kitchen and the living room to be a living room and my own closet and bath because i can't share with jan. he's having his own room with all his things that i don't want anywhere in the living room. the good thing about moving here is that its cheaper and bigger and most of all we dont live in the same place as them.
as far as my relationship goes, im just focused on work and what i need to do to make angel go to daycare and finally have my dream house. im so glad i am working 2 jobs cuz i need it.

i love my parents.

ive been in vegas for over 2 years now and it's been a rollercoaster ride. sometimes i make decisions with my head which usually are not good and my heart which is usually the right way. i'm still not at the point where i want to be. i want a job that's full time with benefits but im not but at least its the industry i want to be in. i told myself that i would have 2 jobs and i do and i'm so happy about that. i do need it. in 2 weeks we are finally out of this place. we're moving into a bigger place that we pay less for and not in the same area as them. anyways, thank you jesus for the many blessings you have given me each day of my life. i talked to my mom and they were celebrating her 47th bday with the family and of course, i miss those events because we're here in vegas. i asked her to help me out with some of my finances and she's going to and im so thankful for my parents. i love and miss them alot especially now that we don't see each other. anyways, its 1215 and i need to sleep because i have work tomorrow. ive got so much to do. i need to keep track of things. im so stressed out but ive been good about my lent sacrifices. it's hard but im actually doing it. im also taking vitamins now. i should take it everyday but i forget sometimes. i so need to check my calendar. because of my stress, i've been spending so much money on makeup again. i think i should have given that up for lent. well thats all for now.

on my way into the beauty business...

so i've always loved fashion and beauty. since i've always wanted to be working in a salon or spa i'm finally am and have been for 3 months. anyways, i've been thinking of what part of the beauty business i wanted to be doing in the salon and spa. i love makeup and so i wanted to become an esthetician but then i compared it to the massage therapist and i decided i want to take massage therapy. hopefully next year i can go and get my massage license. the thing about esthetician is that you will have use only the products at the spa and what if the products dont work well on the guest. there's so much steps to do as opposed to a massage therapist. the good thing about massage therapist is that you can do it pretty much anywhere and get paid more and you'll be healing someone. that's what i want to do. the makeup artist i just want to do as hobby part time. anyways, that's what i'd like to do in the next few years. i do hope to have my business license and finally have my dresses made for my first clothing collection. well its 1 am and i need to get some zzz. btw, i making an investment on buying a professional makeup case and brush belt. i can finally work on my makeup art skills.